Good Mourning

Eu não quero que o sol se ponha
Eu posso ser invisível se você quiser
Por favor diga alguma coisa
Não me deixe aqui congelando, esperando por você

Eu quero que você me olhe nos olhos
Eu estou cansada de andar na ponta dos pés
Porque suas mãos estão tão distantes?
Eu sinto que estou perdendo minha fé

Antes mesmo que o sol se levante
Eu consigo sentir meus olhos pesados
Eu percebo que não é como era antes
Os ponteiros do relógio já não estão do meu lado

O silêncio está queimando dentro do meu peito
Os raios de sol não iluminam nada
O tempo comfirmou todos os meus medos
Em silêncio me recolho sozinha para casa

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Eu sou um fone que só funciona um lado
Eu sou um relógio sem ponteiro
Eu sou um pedaço de papel amassado
Eu sou um carimbo sem tinteiro
Eu sou um toca fitas abandonado
Eu sou uma faca que não corta direito
Eu sou um brinquedo deixado de lado
Eu sou um rádio antigo que não tem conserto

Obrigada

Eu sou grata por você ainda estar tentando
É um sentimento recorrente aqui dentro
Como o incessante ruído de uma chaleira no fogo
Meu coração dividido, está sempre se preocupando

Eu me arrependo um pouco por estar distante
Eu ainda me importo, eu só não sei me manter por perto
E eu sei que não pode ser como era antes
Mas é só você me pedir que até o oceano eu atravesso

Então eu agradeço aos seus projetos e às suas plantas
Agradeço aos seus bichinhos e à sua janta
Agradeço o seu ativismo e o seu restaurante favorito
Qualque coisa que te faça
Permanecer comigo





Change of Heart

If you could have a change of heart
I promise I wouldn’t fall apart
But I’m always in the middle
Feeling lonely, feeling little

And if you could just rescue me once
I promise it would mend my heart
But you have something important to hold
And this something is not me I suppose

But I keep rebuilding this house of cards
Just in case you have a change of heart
Just in case you hear me screm in the dark
And decide once and for all to save

But what was I waiting for?
That you’d be the prince on a white horse
Coming to help me pick up the pieces of my heart
Wipe the tears from my eyes and say “You’ve made it out before”

I’m tired of telling myself
“Stop being so naiive”
There isn’t something like a saviour
Everyone is meant to leave
But if for any reason
There was one that I could keep
I, from the bottom of my heart
Wish it was you who stayed with me

Recomeço

Catando os meus pedaços
Eu me refaço
Riscando da agenda todos os nossos planos
Entenda, eu quero meu espaço
Que seja meu e confortável pra viver
Sabe, não é que eu já não te amo
É que eu já não confio mais em você

Never Again

I left my umbrella there, on the corridor
The kids sitting in the hall, I opened the door
Went up the stairs I was late once again
But I had a home there, I was sure back then

And I never felt like I was pushed back
Until you looked in my eyes and said “never again”

And I won’t come back to her
Not ‘cause you earned it
But because I’m too tired
Of this leaving and learning

And I had a dream of you
But it was so short
I always try to run away
But my future is north

The end of an arch

And I was so happy
But it’s so scarry
Holding on to a dream

Cause whenever I’m finally getting the thing I wish
The world changes in a mere moment
And my happiness goes with the wind

And I sit beside my bad
With the ashes of what I had
With a heart broken in million pieces
Trying har to glue it back

Ain’t it tiring to have highs so high
And suddenly come back to being low?
Maybe I just ask for too much
And is my fault for wanting more

Growing Up

Her skin is glued to my skin
But I don’t feel a thing
I offer you my shoulder
I guess I’m getting older
I’m becoming everybody’s mother

But that’s not what I want
This is all that I need
But it’s not enough
What I want is not here

I’m so starved
But no food is ever enough
And I keep crying
But the sadness never really stops

Can I please learn a new trick?
I’m tired of letting love complete me
I’m tired of everything I need
I wish it could still be easy
Like it once was

But I hate growing up
I hate being so far
From everything I want
And having to be responsible
When all I want is to scream and tear everything apart

I’m tired of being angry
I’m angry for being so tired
Put me together again
In the way that only you can
Before I decide this sea is not the worst
And jump in it to get forever lost

Rollercoaster

I still remember
The atmosphere
Everyone planning
The tangible fear

The smell of your hand cream
As I was running from the scream
And trying not to stumble on things

Watching from the pinhole
I felt something
When I stomped my nose on the wall
And you laugh at me
I know soon it will be over
But I can ride the rollercoaster
While I’m in it
I hope this blue spring can be kind to me
Cause I will grow up
Say I had enough
Of blood boiling

But for now I hope the feeling of meeting something new never let go of me
Cause I want to fall in love with this
And ride this risky ride
‘Till I have no more fear